The Idea Of Forever

Hmm... Would someone who loves someone wait forever? Would it be fair to ask someone to wait forever? Would it make it fairer to make someone wait as you play games with stupidity?... Then again who ever said it was asked? Maybe it couldn't have been avoid with what was felt by one individual....

Confessions for a Bee

My confession... What I've wanted to tell you is... I care about you differently then I did a year ago. Friendlier.... Or the wiser.... I mean I care about you as a friend and not as much more then that the way I used too.. So you could say things are the way they should or should've been a long time ago... It's complicated within me, so I can understand if you don't understand it. Because I say this now but I'm not sure at heart...

A curse for my heart...

So maybe my bad luck has past... For the past 3 years I've lost girlfriends around the holidays... Has my curse been broken or will this one hurt the most of all because I don't see it coming? Or do I see it coming? I mean it could happen after all? Though there's no reason for it to?

Pissaaasstteeerrrddd

Just so pissed like wtf?

B you know what I mean?

Time and time again Ive told you I love you, but do you really get it.... You can say it back and all but still I want you to understand the meaning to me... Fuck it, maybe what I mean only can come as a dream to you..:

Circles

That feelin that somebody is on bullshit, backed by the fact they are bullshit. Pains me mentally, knowing that growing in my circle, is a future enemy...

Im Alone..... Or am I Really?

So it seems I'm alone in this world....Or am I? The web is wide after all.... My girl also tells a different story.... My heart tells me I can't trust people.... Yet everyone in the world wants to be trusted? Isn't that sad? Interestingly enough I let myself be lied to day by day, I know whats a lie.... I know when someones lying to me and trying to hide the truth.... Do I care? Obviously yes, but my faith in the world keeps me hoping things aren't as bad as I see them.... Wonder how the Blind see the world? Are we all a bunch of screaming lunatics to them? Well to us were all crazy, The World is our mental problem... Life is our annoying anthem playing in the background... Who really can stop it?