Help

I need your help interpreting things, you say it's trust. I had no idea what it was. I just really need your help (no not someone judging me) but legit help.

My business with "loveyou's" and as well as things I hate to say but have to Part 2

But what do I (Need) to let go of really.. do you feel me? differences are faar yet similar do you get it? Why the fuck do I want to make music or spend time with my family so much? Because the shit hurts.... man I havent felt.... nah fuck outta here... I aint sayin that... I aint admitting to that. I make music and do everything I do because it keeps my mind off of you period... I smile just so I dont cry or frown and somebody askes me "whats wrong?"... words cant describe... but do you realy think im getting better.. tell me your thoughts on it... ..haha... as if my thoughts were what you were thinking... I take a step further...

The Things I Need to Say but Hate to....Part 1

Really I doubt I'd use a rock..... it'd by choice be a piece of my heart <3.. to the friend i miss so much...

This is probably going to be the longest thread of post ever stemming from this title.... but whateves, back to what I was going to say... I miss you....

Thinking

I miss you! Considering just doing something with you if I can rather then going out with a bunch of friends...hmm what do you think?

Remedy

My own thoughts when I read them later make me feel bad... So am I my only remedy to my obnoxious confidence?

Hypocrite

It's well interesting I feel like I'm going back on what I said earlier, I never planned to be really using this word anymore. But it's just you that makes me want it to be okay and I don't know if I should trust you. I dont think it would be smart to but everything in me wants to.

Drake - Shot For Me

This song has me doing waves and everytime I listen to it....This heart beats for you. I just want to release what's been bottled up and I've been holding for months long. But... I just can't... What purpose did my time mean? Why couldn't you see it before? Why didn't you believe it before? I don't have to.... I don't gotta lie to you. But I feel like I have to for the better. Is this really any better though?

Logic

I think with a logic farther then others...

I like me

Well as usual I spent 30 minutes writing a post only for it to be deleted as I step out for a sec. So I've always wondered what face do y'all give me when y'all see me talking to my crush? I mean when I'm looking in the mirror, y'all must really think I'm crazy.lol this girl though thats been on the rise of my mind is really a .......(insert female dog acronym) And I could doubt highly it won't work out but there's a different feeling so I go anyway.lol shouts to my bud. Brittany rather your watching or listening at this point. I like myself so much right now I think I might go buy myself dinner, but do I really deserve it? I won't ask for permission anymore... Forgiveness feelings better but why ask for permission to be forgiven? I forgive myself shit!lol anyone willing to run in my life can run out of time.(get it) or simulate a child running with face up scissors.(accidents happen) I won't chase after you, I'll leave you to be lost. Only person being chased these days are women in the most playful ways and my dreams. I'll forever chase my dreams though fuck em at the end of the day because my goals are more important. There's so much I'm leaving out of this post and not mentioning on purpose... It errks me... But so do y'all so I guess fair is fair....