I like me

Well as usual I spent 30 minutes writing a post only for it to be deleted as I step out for a sec. So I've always wondered what face do y'all give me when y'all see me talking to my crush? I mean when I'm looking in the mirror, y'all must really think I'm crazy.lol this girl though thats been on the rise of my mind is really a .......(insert female dog acronym) And I could doubt highly it won't work out but there's a different feeling so I go anyway.lol shouts to my bud. Brittany rather your watching or listening at this point. I like myself so much right now I think I might go buy myself dinner, but do I really deserve it? I won't ask for permission anymore... Forgiveness feelings better but why ask for permission to be forgiven? I forgive myself shit!lol anyone willing to run in my life can run out of time.(get it) or simulate a child running with face up scissors.(accidents happen) I won't chase after you, I'll leave you to be lost. Only person being chased these days are women in the most playful ways and my dreams. I'll forever chase my dreams though fuck em at the end of the day because my goals are more important. There's so much I'm leaving out of this post and not mentioning on purpose... It errks me... But so do y'all so I guess fair is fair....