Dogs Pt. 1 (I Lose It, Clueless)

I act like the awkward dead dog..lol fuck I look like? I'm fucking pathetic. Stare at me and poke me with a stick. Literally pick up that fucking stick and poke with with it. Don't look at me when you do it though, I'm honestly scared you'd feel bad. I just bring this energy with me that makes everyone feel bad and makes everyone sympathize for me... And to top it off I'm just like really annoying telling people the way I feel and stuff like that. I should really be more like a rock, like really a rock is a good example.. But then again that's the way I used to be. Didn't give a rats ass about anyone. I was a terrible person and everyone hated me. I let other people fall for me even... I lied and ...well I did a lot of things wrong... But well doesn't that make me human or some crap like that somebody once said.hahaha... Well anyway this post might have been......... Well was fucking pointless and I wouldn't expect any thought more from anyone else reading this... To end it all, I might as well say this as well, FUCK ME! Like literally Fuck me!!