This, Us, You, Me, And all the rest..

Ya know I can't do this...well let's rephrase "this"... But like really, I can't keep chasing behind you... I do have my own life to live with my own problems for me to deal how I deal... I let go, I forgive, I forget...well I'll never forget because you were/are a big part of my life... You meant a lot to me...well everything.. Sadly i couldnt show it for a stray of reasons that I'm not mentioning because its not important any longer. But I cant be my everything's "choice" and that "everything" not really realize it or if they do ... not be real about it... Well to be completely honest I just can't deal with your situation..... And what your situation is is only for really you to one day realize and understand and only then can you move forward. Helping you is indisputably the hardest thing ever... Though I try to and will continue to to a point...