My anger was not toward Charles.... It was toward trust..... post removed(trust)...... anger(trust).......... Ignoring?(trust)............ see the thing is I got and get reallly offended when you dont tell me something.... like Im honest with you and continue to get more honest yet theres still things you (purposefully) dont tell me... and it went on further that I heard it from someone else instead which is just ass. If you didnt tell me something because you forgot to thats understandable every once in awhile....But like Ethan asked you diid you tell me you said no.... tell me why is its that this number of people( ) know yet you havent even said anything to me about it...
Further more its about time to touch base on something "L" the feelings I have for her what exactly do you think they are? I stopped... Like literally I just stopped. I text her every now and again but Im not pursuing anykind of relationship more then maybe friends and we arent even there ... were like aquintances.... so what do you have to complain about when it comes to that.... Charles I trust you when you say you dont have feelings for him... you seem to think thats whats bothering me... B... it honestly only bothers me if you go back on anything you tell me, or simply being around him. I cant be with you and him love/hate that doesnt work for me... I dont understand how you feel... i dont even feel I understand you anymore... Or did I ever? Like the idea of walking with him and you in the middle....... thats what got me.... that made me feel like a fucking idiot.... if you want to be with him please do if you want to walk with him please do. just tell me.... its not like I care after all.. right...?(stutters)
Junior high drama... what part of this is junior high drama... this is honestly what you make it? and honestly because i dont want to be in Junior high drama is why I wont walk with both of you... how do you even honestly expect me to? you know I hate HIM! whats your issue... im leaving you... i walk too fast.. I walk to slow im leaving you....I dont get it.... but I know a way to fix that... I honestly hate saying sorry to you.... i feel like its over used but i dont know what to say ... like really Im a fucking wounded dog or some shit like that.... thats the literal reason why i dont tell people whats wrong or anything like that. because i get called names like that.... FUCK OUTTA HERE with that shit... I cant tell people my problems, I cant talk to anyone.... I cant really be a real human being with anyone because its basicallly.... tooo much for them...
(So wounded Dog out)
Forgot to mention really though basically I got the heat from all the other crap going on with you because of other people....
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