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Is my condition worsening or am I just noticing it a lot more? Dr. Mario what should I do? What can a do? My fatal heart conditions continues to worsen and get better...feeling like it could be better elsewhere? But I'm not there yet am I? If "there" is where my heart is, it's not ready to leave... Or My heart may have already left if it was ever there because its like how can you be in two places at the same time...? When the first place you never left? My complications.... (when I ponder)
Because its one thing here and whats been there is beyond it...

Where's the pill for this?