Wanting somebody back doesn't exactly feel the way it should in this situation.... I feel almost like I might.... I would date her again, I kinda want to.... My reasons are funny though... Like if I could, would I? Typically, I think I'd want somebody back for something particular that I miss in the relationship... Like a kiss or something like that maybe... But it's like I'm not sure if that's what I miss, or what I miss. I feel like I just miss (her) but what that necessarily means I don't know... I miss hugging her and stuff like that when I see her, I think... And being able to tell her almost anything as far as the way I feel and feel understood and not argue about it and like she actually cared what I told her... Also like I miss being around her, like not talking when we were together didn't bother me all that much...just some days... Like I was comfortable in the silence at times, And every time I felt like she didn't care she just did something to remind me without knowing what I was thinking at those moments... I could be comfortable... And I felt like there was somebody out there that I was lucky enough to be with that understood me.. Like things had changed for the better for me.
But there are the things I didn't like also.... Why is it that when we date it never is for more then 2 months? Like everytime we breakup after about a month and 2 weeks....
So do I want her back? Would that be good for me? I feel like inside me tells me yes but like an outside me tells me no.... Do I have them weighing on my shoulders? But this isn't a cartoon...
Like I'm not even sure if I need her... Right now... But give me 2 days, I'll have my shit figured out..
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