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Saturday, January 14, 2012

Well this just generally made me feel better after writing....

What do I do
Can it be hard
Man she fitted every picture
Like we danced in my dreams
N kissed the night away
Then I felt okay wit it
Like not even in
My dreams did I get it
But damn I felt like
That was a piece of the puzzle
Below a promise of bliss
Why do I got now
Just old photos
Old dreams
Wasted plans
I'm to move on
But even if I do
I sit up at night
Thinkin bout her
Wantin to talk or text
Like if I could tell
A women every thought
That I feel
Every moment
I conceal
Would it be enough
No because hearing
Her thoughts made mine
Seein her smile made time
I looked into her eyes
N felt fine
Damn I'm losin control
And that night ...
It was hard for me to do it
Like I cried the night away
Then got up
The next day
Smiled like I was fine
But my heart rushed inside
Crushed inside
I had to do something
Dropped an Ep
About her
Check it out online
Was it enough
No I still
Get no incline
Runnin miles
Searching for a hope or dream
I feel like a clown
Entertainin kids before I drink
A thousand child's tears
For all that I don't get
Once again
Nobodies perfect
So decisions
I don't get
I cant put time
Into everything
But its not my time
That I found important here
It's her that I found important
I'm not the kinda person
To leave someone
At a moment of helplessness
Not that your helpless
I just know
I couldn't help this
But even if I couldn't
I'd find someone who could
The words go a shorter
Distance then i could
..................................
That line goes to show
my mind isn't fine
So I'm talkin from the heart
Because any thought
Would never reach this
In time
But a heart was never
Meant to run alone
So I got yours in case
I lost mine
I asked for yours
You gave it to me
You got mine
So does it mean
you know How I feel
Tell me wit
my words in the air
Tell me we're still here
Tell me you love me
Tell me we're not lost
Cause the cost
Ain't there for me
My heart tokens
I spent mine....


Then again I'm alone
As I write this
Like I see someone
Layin next to me
But it can't be
I'm as alone as a hyphen
And I type it clear
Tryna do the math
Wishin We could take this equal
But we need to be together
To find a plus in this world
The x represents
The number of days
We're not together
No one really knows yet
Help me solve the equation
When it's love
I'm tryna get to
Sure there's still some things
That make me not get you
But I see this girl next to me
It seems together
The problem we get through
Girl meaning you
Come help me
Damn it I'll help you
They say we do what we can
I'm tryna do what I want
But I need you
I miss the point
Without you
I can't see my future
As good if I aint got you
Your needed in this
emergency room
They tryna take me apart
Startin with my heart
I won't let em get it without you
Needed a transplant
I got yours
We got mine
Then traded-in
Like cars do
Sure I hope you get this
But to admit it
The Understanding is short
Gave god the tall order
Bringing us together
So Mr. Out there
Can you hear me
That's all I want
You n forever..

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