Want you Around....(but I want to be around you, arms wrapped tightly...)

I never said you did say you weren't a virgin.lol I'm just saying in general. Yeah I do have feelings like that for you.lol I'm not sexually/emotionally impaired, I do feel things. It just never comes up to where it's a comfortable space for us to really talk about it and I figured you werent into stuff like that because anytime anything comes up that I could lead into that conversation your like "eww gross" or something like that. Its usually stuff like that thats one of the things i want to talk about when your like "you can talk to me about anything" Why do you think i smack your ass and stuff like that or knee you when you bend over in the halls? I'd grab but I don't think I'd move fast enough for you not to hit me.lol but then again i don't really care if you hit me, i think its funny and a compliment most times. I even make sexual jokes when I'm texting you. You turn me on..You'd probably know about it if I wasn't with her right now because theres been occasions where I've been like... ... ... ... Or i would've done something that would've gotten that point across.

When I'm around her... Well I try to send a message to everyone that I don't want them around when I'm with her or if they are it's only for a short while because it gets awkward with her sometimes when others are around and she looks annoyed of whoever it is. I don't mind you being around, although I am kinda scared of you taking my attention from her and she realizes it lol because I can see that happening. I wouldn't want you to stop being around me because of her. I ask if her if she minded she said not at all, but there's this women factor that it's like a no means yes and blah blah blah... So I don't really care of it bothers her unless she tells me and even then not really. I know it bothers her when she sees me with you at lunch because I can see it in her face, and she sometimes just comes over there when I'm talking to you because of it. She gets jealous and she is insecure but she doesn't want to show it or tell me a lot of the times... When I want her to be upfront about stuff like that, so I know I can be with her.but that's whatever....

You know during summers I wish on stars and stuff for you....?

The thing is .........